struggle with business online.

have you experience by struggle how to plugged in your biz?  Here's a bit story about me,  I ran every site and signed up and looking for wrong place where I could make money through Google, Facebook, and some other biz I happened to sign up everywhere and know what it got me? I became miserable and wondering why it has not make money appear as it should on my statement but nothing happen?  why?  it's because I didn't follow direction..Bingo!  has it happened to you?  yeah I was bragged and pride act like I know more than them but one thing I've watched my behavior role, wow!  here about me sitting in front of the computer screen and wonder what I have done..  one thing that show me is myself with a big Egoism and act like I am better than anyone and know what it gets me? ZERO Skills, Zero abilities, or ZERO Character. Do u know how it take me for 4 years struggle and determine to get what I wanted when others discovered the skills by simple following their steps by steps and I don't?  sad choice, did I?   I eventually went to Dani Johnson seminar more than 8 times and I do understand their principle and still not follow?  it's who I am, the hard ASS stubborn I have became myself road to destruction...  It has nothing to do with being Deaf or Hearing world I am in,  it is about the lack of skills that I didn't want to take, looking for a easy to get out and being lazy and make money like others but they lied through their teeth!  if They set up the websites doesn't mean they are lazy, they are telling you a simple slick way to get out of simple job was not true.. it is about action is if you sit down and focus on one position where you should complete the task, enter then it will come to you.. I didn't follow all instruction, know what happened to me?  waste more money, money is down the toilet, no increasing money nothing in front of my eyes because of my choice are hard ass stubborn like a MULE that can't follow one direction...  Bingo, took me 4 years to achieve over my way, not the person who simply plugged in and follow steps to steps and make money but my way was a selfish, act like I know how to running my biz .  know what I did? the more I stubborn growing days to days, months to months, then it has years gone by and I suddenly woke up it's 2011 from the day I joined my biz online September 2006 and made few thousands and they started to walk away and not wants to follow me, why? because of my selfish, egoism and didn't recognize the areas of my problem until Now!  I started to realize what happened to me?
My questions has been waiting in front of me as I have choice hardcore trials I challenge is now no more.  I started to breath easy, not rasping breath no more... Know why?  Dani Johnson has mention to me over and over and I shut her out and listen to all people who mentioned she's a SCAM but I watched her closely, no It's not about SCAM.. She has proven her strategic that works no matter what cirustmance we are in, it is about me, not her or people who think it is impossible to do but the question are: have you walk through risky door that has been open door for you? no why? because you put yourself in a box.  I cut with a knife or rock scrapping the boxes to get out of this limit box who think as it is small box in my mind... I have to choice my blindside with all the mystery out there because I was so afraid and built in my pride and Egoism.. I climb out of the Box and put a fire of that box became ashes no more box of the limit where my image was so limited because of procrastination and fear with the eyes I have seen was a false words where there are many false media vs each-other ....   I have made the right decision is Follow the Instruction and in a week, I will see a big change in me and my family. I don't care what you say about me since it is my task to do to complete the achieve Goal.  if you are with me, then great!! share the words together to show world, There is not about Deaf or hearing world but it is all about skills we have to take and learn the principle how to build our biz is if we have to take our own responsibly without this task, I wouldn't be here to help you. Hear me? It's time to go strike the break of box is now NO more to hold us back!!
Love Ashley Rozar.

You can't buy Mother's Love

 Why do I want to share the important all about Mothers?  What so special about mother? ONE REASON  thing I will tell you, whether you believe it or not.  Mother is a special gifted with their instinct where you can't ignore your guts where u feel something could happen to your child.  that's special about being mother.  nothing can stop mother from protect their child from the world where there are spread of evils.  some good, some bad mother based on how they have made their own choices.   I am not saying to point you  or something like that. An strong proven strategic  specific areas of how mother would raise their child through their love through Jesus Christ who will strength you through Him only.  not the flesh of the human beings that we should not depend on but depend on our heavenly Father for his amazing love through us .  thats the reason why  I want to spread throughout to reach all mothers who are blessing for doing their best to do what it take days to days on basis of their Job for being a MOTHER..    It never been so easy being Mother but it is also being easy is when we become structure skilled of ourselves trained and build knowledge through generation who care deeply to share the wonderful wisdom to pass on  the information on every generation.   I would like to share how to train your child is through the book that I highly recommend "Grooming the next generation for success" Author by Dani Johnson.  She taught lot and I tested every aspect of my children's weak spot and I learned their secret! that's amazing for me to help my kids to become success is because Dani Johnson taught me few tips made my day a while worth!  Funny thing,  how often do we hear from our husband or our boyfriend that keep saying,  why are you spoiling that child so brat because all you could is give your love all the time and they get away with it.. I was laughing when I heard from my husband.. I explained one specific reason.  Woman has special love where they would give children the best secured of experience and build in trust and to Love children at all costs when they are not perfect because they have failed at trying prove their parents that they did hard work and it is not about failure or succeed, it is about secured of Love to be known that Parents are part of their live.   Love is the gifts at any cost that can't buy but to make children happiest is the blessing God give through the Love are the only thing in the world is God give the gifts of Love is the spirit of Mercy, spirit of  period.  You can't buy mother from their gifts with LUMP AMOUNT OF LOVE that always give children to be known at all the costs.  If you don't know how to give your Love to any children who are homeless, hopeless, or a empty inside their Heart.  I know it is you who can give the children to be grateful for what we all can do is share our love and knowledge is the only kids want to be Love at no matter how much we have failed our children or to succeed in every aspect of our life. We have showed our children that we are part of their life by teaching, sharing the knowledge.  Often Mothers who are lack of love is because come from parents who didn't have good life doesn't mean they are giving up on their next child but to get parent class or to get someone who is expert on how to help you, don't feel embarrass to ask around on how to raise your child with a treasure gift is the Love you could give away everyday.  Only Mothers who could give their Love through expression, joyful and an secret Instincts to make anyone Happy at whatever they do. The truth is WE can't buy Toys, clothes, or adventure to make kids happy,  only kids will be happy is when they see mother  sit down and smile and talk and to give Love away is all about HUG and Smile, look at their Firely desire eyes saying I wanted to be a Movie star or whatever they wanted to be when they grow up, Mother will not stop their dream but to grooming them through Love by teaching what we know. if we don't know, we would often ask around experts to help with the beautiful gifts we want to share.. Love is the gift we can't buy but to give our Love away for FREE, Awesome feeling?    Yeah It is truly Amazing when you ought to try your big smile to give and it give people to wonder what  you are up to?  All I can do is what am I up? all  I do is sign language saying I love you with my Smile is blow people mind away!  special sparkles through Love is because Mothers has special when Men has different abilities  different Love is variable, not similar with Mother bond but with the variable of Love Men could give is through their Heart and dignity by what they can give and know they can't buy but to be patience and kindness..  However, I am mother of Three Children,  One oldest stepdaughter, and two youngest sons of my own.  I haven't often see my stepdaughter but trust in the Lord is she's far but safe and prepare for her future on road to become a family soon..   My two youngest sons who I adore is my two boys drive me crazy all the time but with their blessing and honored children God give me is the gifts I could say Thanks Lord for the beautiful Gifts he give me through my husband.  in short time,  We both will be very very youngest sexy grandparents this coming July.    Will we be disappoint? well at first we were disappoint but with the perfect God unconditionally Love has never failure us for his perfect plan is what we knew that we all are imperfect human beings but with the gift of Love is most beautiful thing in the world we could not stop explaining all way eternal about the "Love is Rose Up".      If I have impact you with the thoughts about Love, would you put comment and share with us about the  Love and why it impacts you?
Love with Warm Hugs,  Ashley

Special baptist experience!

First of all, I wanted to share with  you before the beginning of the day on Sunday morning,  I knew Devil is ready to attack me by using my kids to complain up downside about silly stuff and was gonna meet up with friends but it is changed plan because of wrong direction and give out different information on where we were supposed to go.  We go ahead setting thing up at the beach and my husband and I decided to not looking for where other friends was at the location...  we go ahead and enjoy our day with our other friends and move on forward. Oh how wonderful, we relax and enjoy and swimming then learn the waves started to get rough up but we are watching it closely then the time was near and I spoken with my God, and my brother Jesus Christ where I asked his permission that Jon would do the honor to let me baptist him and I wait and wait for confirmation all afternoon and Jon came up to me and said I am ready and I said, Are you sure? then we walk towards the beach dipping the water and viewing and stand and talking to Jon about how to recognize how the information I was about to share.  All sudden  many Jelly fishes come near me and got me two on my leg and I remain calm and walk up to the small tent and took ammonia put on my leg.  then I redirection and enjoy our day then the time become near, perfect strong confirmation God give me.   I've told Jon,  Let's go to the wave where we could do a Knee because of the strong wave and lot of Jelly fish out there so we go ahead and baptist and know  our God protect and blessing  us so However  it does impact me with the experience when I baptist Jon Stockman at the beach  on May 1st, 2011. , He's truly sweeter spirit seeking for Jesus Christ and He received through the beautiful baptist is now eternal life..  I can't describe how bless Jon gave me permission to baptist him because he wanted to be closer to his brother Jesus Christ and the most amazing  Father in heaven touched his life and he feel like alive comes out saying, I feel like a Goosebumps and inspiration, feel like a New Person.   I smile big like biggest smile I ever could give all my heart out.... a strange people watched us and quiet and when I gave him the baptist within the strong tide current ripping and jelly fish but when Jon rise up and say wow!  People cheered up!!  It impacts me with the holy spirit lays on JON and the people who saw us all going through is the best thing happens to me and to Jon and to the rest who ever saw..   My husband chris saw it and started to honor his wife through the tragic of our relationship were not perfect but the time become clearly confirmation that he seen his beautiful wife and came up to me say, I love you more....  My heart-melting..  My two boys watched and smile and confuse at the same time.   shortcut story, When we came home from beach and bath our two boys and they started to question about why did I baptist that man for?  I explained shortcut  all sudden my two boys knew I believe in God and they were not sure how and I explain when your time come, your heart will tell you when you are ready to believe in God. they said I do believe in God and Jesus christ. I said ok, and I will bring you to Church to learn more to become confirmation.. they smile and say ok, mom! what a sweeting loving two boys sometimes don't listen but they knew mom and dad loves them so much more than anything in the world..    Here, I am serve God and honoring God and the promise he have brought me in world where I will face challenge but with the sweetest gift I will return to our God for blesses  me continue  and I am returning back to him for his Glorious day!   Love Ashley

the beginning of 2011

Why did I say it's beginning?  yes, I did say that! because it's a special month, the third day from January 1st,2011 to give me some good thought and perspective of our life what it has some meaning.   Last year of 2010 was so horror experience with deep confusion I have been going on for last four years.  I finally came forward with not looking back but to learn the lesson where it taught me many thing.. God sure has show me who I was within the spirit I carried, time to change and face more challenge because I am going to step up to the plate with full food, no more half of it called greed, ungrateful, stinginess, full of hatred is now replacing to full time Loving, sharing, and to learn amazing things is I learn how to appreciate my life is to accept the way I am.  2010 of the year taught me many thing that I recognize didn't even know before.  I nodded and listen to the dim of the light of life taught me, my way was very selfish than you can say... I asked God for over five years now to see where I have gone wrong.. I thought I found and resolve my problem but the spirit been remain in me called ungrateful, greed, stinginess and a full of hatred inside me are now rebuked out of my body for not belong to me in the Name of Jesus..  I also recognize area of deception has also caused my life more miserable because I made bad choice but is placed out of my body also for not belong to me.  I was like wow, I started to feel calm down and realize how bad I made is now replaced to new strategic and new goal where I could be able to share this with others to recognize aspect of their life..   I wanted to say I am sorry if I have hurt you or offend you somehow I said in the past years that I might hurt your feeling.  Would you do the honor to forgive me?  you would probably thinking why I asked you to forgive me now, not before?  because of the time was not what I pay attention to the aspect of my problem as I have neglect and thought nothing wrong but It open my eyes and realize what I have done as God allow to show me and I was like I don't want to continue holding those bondage's in my heart and mind where it lead to destruction.  I don't want that path.. so I decided to step up to the plate and do something about it..  My biz is collapse and exposures to the link as I created to bad fruit I reap.  so now It will be replace to awesome biz where I will reap the good sow as it produce in good fruit of the time of the year.      I forgive you all for what you said to me in my back maybe you denied but God knew everything because we are a movie maker to him in this life connection and he will show us once we gets to heaven.. so please start to share this and to say it to me in person or to send me an email, and I'M whatever works for you but to say it to me so I will forgive you no matter what because I have love for you as God love me..   
so Go and share the spread message to forgive one another for we are not perfect people but to remove the spirit of ungrateful, stinginess, greed and deception.  if u are not sure what it is all about.. order a book called Dani Johnson  spirit driven success book will explain you detail how to recognize your area of your life where u r not wanted to hold your dark bondage.  I am a new creator inside me. 
I love you all with my heart, be sure you know that! :) :)~

Rememberance in me, Jesus said. To Grandma Leyla Posey

 My Dear Grandma Leyla Posey~

I am surprised what happened was not something I want to hanging on but in God's perfect planning where you are not suffering, no pain and could be natural cause.  I wish I knew what happen exactly but can't blame the where you are beside you are with the Lord.   Lord has promised you to bring you home peaceful and Joyful to be with the siblings where you have lost your families ages ago.    God's plan is something we do not understand why the day, the month He choice to take you home because it was not our time to see you however grandma Leyla, you are a precious sweetest spirit and is always treasure to hold on is what value you taught us all is your wisdom that you gave away is all the treasure we live with.  I know I will miss you dearly. Please ask the Lord to see what exactly why I am not able to speak or hear, would you do the honor to please tell God to come and speak with me as I have needed him... Jesus said rememeberance in me as I have remember you for our Father who prepared you a place where you wants to come home and treat it like your home in the beautiful heaven. so Go, Grandma...

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Are you sure you do have Happiness??

The Day before the Nightfall, the Sunrise going sunset. I found the beautiful Poetry wondering about the success tools. here is what I found " Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful. - Albert Schweitzer"
It gave me many question to answer this, Am I happiness? Aren't you Happiness? or is it about the career, relationship, or whatever it takes you that Road to Happiness?
it gave me many question to answer this, Am I happiness of what I have receive? or is it about the career, relationship, or whatever it take you that road..  Have you observing that momentarily in your heart and mind tells you to??  I realized it is about me, not my husband or the children,  it is all about me,  what did I love? yes I love my husband and the precious children but I am talking about career or job or a House maker or anything aside to put my life through the key.  I learn the truth is I have to reach the key to have happiness, without the key I find, my life is all about grumpy, miserable, looking for wrong people, wrong group, wrong time, and wrong place is all about chasing some fantasy and results leads failure.  It is all about influence that I have pay attention, do I have a people that loves me completely? or is it just other rumors that leads to destruction?  Am I that happiness? Aren't you, too?  It is about lives give life.  Life leads you to many question marks that we sometimes don't quite know the answer but will be solution in soon or later once we listen carefully to this spirit God given me, and you.   It is about the cirustmance where we are in following our live daily.    For instance,  is  a Pain killer leads you to happiness? No it isn't because it's a evil darkness rulers in this world to put aside sleep, not in the light of life..   in the light of life where we can reach our keys to the happiness,  is the spirit of violence gives you happiness where you live under the Roof with violence and torment?  It is not place where we want to live under the roof in a full of Evil spirit that leads us to destruction.  is Happiness also place you to being fool, drunken and abusive voice comes from you? no the spirit of evil is the place where you do not want to allow them in your house, inside your home, inside that darkness ruler of the world..  Happiness is a peaceful, acceptance of whom you are, happiness is also love.   again, It say  Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful. - Albert Schweitzer   it show me the path is success is not the key to happiness which people thought success is making them love themselves of over something when they are not.  Happiness is the key to success mean you who YOU are reflect of mirror of how your life meant for many reason.  Do you love your business? love your marriage? your family? Do you love your life of how God designed you to be? God designed you for a reason to be put  in Earth, for not FEAR God, He have planning for you.. God ensure loves you for how you and I walk in the light of life, not in the vain of mirror we see.
have you thought and to add some more comment, Feel free to share. We all loves to have feed backs, don't we?   My happiness is that what I am reaching for the Key to happiness, without the key, I would have gone down the road where it's miserable, don't we want to go that destruction road? NO, we have to observe who we are, what we love about is all about me, you, and themselves. May God loves you so much and be blessing you receive from God and me.
so filled with Love, Ashley